Yesterday, I realized that my main deadly sin is not pride, envy, wrath, gluttony, sloth, or lust. Over the last fourteen years, I have mostly been ruining my life through greed.
THE ETHICAL STORY OF MY LIFE 2001–2008 (ages 11–18): Green values in terms of Integral (Spiral) Dynamics. In other words, during those years I was a slightly cynical hypocrite. 2008–2011 (ages 18–21): Teal (Yellow) values in terms of Integral (Spiral) Dynamics. In other words, during those years I was a hypocrite without cynicism. 2011–2019 (ages 21–29): Teal/Turquoise (Yellow/Turquoise) values in terms of Integral (Spiral) Dynamics. In other words, during those years I was a semi-hypocrite. After 2019 (age 29 onward): Turquoise values in terms of Integral (Spiral) Dynamics. In other words, I became a sincere person.
Oh, how much Emil Cioran resembles Federico García Lorca! Alejandro Jodorowsky brilliantly portrayed this personality type through the main protagonists of the films El Topo and The Holy Mountain. But who was my own prototype? It seems that I inherited both the finest qualities of Alexander Tinyakov and Vincent van Gogh, as well as the flaw they shared: a fierce temperament and a hopelessly fractured soul. My spiritual and psychological portrait is embodied by Makishima Shogo from the series Psycho-Pass. Or by the characters of Requiem for the Phantom: Ein (Elen) as my forgotten past, Zwei (Reiji Azuma) as the brighter side of my personality, and Drei (Cal Devens) as the darker one.
If it had not been for the Skovoroda Institute of Philosophy, the COVID-19 pandemic, and the full-scale Russian invasion, I probably would not have created what I consider the best philosophy in the world, because I would have lacked the money to do so.
THE ETHICAL STORY OF MY LIFE
ОтветитьУдалить2001–2008 (ages 11–18): Green values in terms of Integral (Spiral) Dynamics. In other words, during those years I was a slightly cynical hypocrite.
2008–2011 (ages 18–21): Teal (Yellow) values in terms of Integral (Spiral) Dynamics. In other words, during those years I was a hypocrite without cynicism.
2011–2019 (ages 21–29): Teal/Turquoise (Yellow/Turquoise) values in terms of Integral (Spiral) Dynamics. In other words, during those years I was a semi-hypocrite.
After 2019 (age 29 onward): Turquoise values in terms of Integral (Spiral) Dynamics. In other words, I became a sincere person.
*Since 2019
УдалитьOh, how much Emil Cioran resembles Federico García Lorca! Alejandro Jodorowsky brilliantly portrayed this personality type through the main protagonists of the films El Topo and The Holy Mountain. But who was my own prototype? It seems that I inherited both the finest qualities of Alexander Tinyakov and Vincent van Gogh, as well as the flaw they shared: a fierce temperament and a hopelessly fractured soul.
ОтветитьУдалитьMy spiritual and psychological portrait is embodied by Makishima Shogo from the series Psycho-Pass. Or by the characters of Requiem for the Phantom: Ein (Elen) as my forgotten past, Zwei (Reiji Azuma) as the brighter side of my personality, and Drei (Cal Devens) as the darker one.
It took me fourteen years of psychotherapy to accept my hatred of romantic relationships.
ОтветитьУдалитьIf it had not been for the Skovoroda Institute of Philosophy, the COVID-19 pandemic, and the full-scale Russian invasion, I probably would not have created what I consider the best philosophy in the world, because I would have lacked the money to do so.
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